light through the cracked walls

my walls caving in
tears streaming down like a landslide
hoping i can crawl out of the hole
the demons covering my brain
so i make a call
letting my granite mind pressurize
heating and molding with change
taking back the room crumbling in on me
surrendering to recovery again
and later looking back to smile 
my tears now dried
knowing i escaped the avalanche paralyzing my body
so i could face the light pouring through the cracked walls
and with one call and a step away
i climbed to the light before the walls caved in.